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i've probably had enough wine for tonight...

i'm only here for myself and haechan.

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mrbeniciodeltoro:

There he goes one of God’s own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to love, and too rare to die.

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Alice Notley

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bollykecks:

From Here To There: A growing map of Manhattan made only of directions from strangers on scraps. 

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favorite-aesthetic:

The perfect aesthetic

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Ninny - The Invisible Child

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Ninny is a young girl who appears as a main character in Moomin book Tales from Moominvalley (1962), in a short story named after her called The Invisible Child. Ninny had an awful upbringing by her cruel aunt, which left the poor girl completely invisible. Aunt’s constant irony damaged the child so deeply that besides being invisible, Ninny is also terribly quiet and submissive. Her voice is terribly small and she only plays when told to do so. Ninny is a picture of a perfect child as she is obedient and does her chores even without being told, but the story also reminds the readers how sad it is for a young child to behave like this. Ninny does not laugh and her only reaction to playing after beind told to do so is to say, rather emotionlessly, how fun it is. Ninny never asks for anything or has opinions or shows creativity. This causes Little My to snap at her and wonder if Ninny even has any life in her. 

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All of Ninny’s behaviour serves to show that she does not have an actual personality; nothing separates her as her own person. Ninny simply performs whatever is expected of her. Her aunt’s distant and cruel treatment has not offered Ninny a healthy mirror and her development has been severely damaged because of this. Aunt’s irony has also caused Ninny to hide herself entirely because everything she has expressed has lead to shaming and ridicule. Getting to a safe environment heals some of this. But even though Moominmamma’s kindness is able to bring out Ninny’s legs and her body up to her neck, her face remains missing.

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Little My tries to get Ninny to get angry and tells her that she will never have her own face if she does not learn to fight. Eventually, this turns out to be true. When Ninny aggressively attacks Moominpappa to defend Moominmamma from his prank, her hissing face finally appears. After this she has a wild laugh at Pappa’s expense. Too-Ticky thinks that the girl may have turned out even worse than Little My, but she is finally visible and that is all that matters.

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It is most likely not a coincidence that the two characters who help Ninny the most are Too-Ticky and Moominmamma, who’s real life counterparts were Tove Jansson’s most beloved people Tuulikki and Ham. There is a lot of writer herself in Ninny and Tove even wrote in her notes that she would need to learn to show her anger and gain her face like Ninny. This may explain why Ninny and her predicament are portrayed with such attention and understanding.

Ninny’s story has been lovingly analyzed in more academic papers than one can possibly list and has become a classic about children and their development. At the core, The Invisible Child is a story about how coldness and irony mercilessly devastate the fragile selfhood of a child. A child needs to feel that they are so safe and loved that they are also allowed to be difficult and get angry. Ninny has been robbed of a real care all her childhood and her selfhood is completely stunted. It’s only under Moomin family’s patient acceptance and Moominmamma’s gentle loving that Ninny can finally find herself again. Besides academics, many people who have grown up in emotionally abusive homes seem to strongly relate to The Invisible child and her experiences.

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